I miss you
I miss you. All of you. Every person who was in my life before and has since left.
Today I looked back at all of the people I've known. Even considering that I'm not a terribly social person, there are so many people I've known. All of them have had some sort of hand in who I am today. Despite what I sometimes think, we are not in a vacuum. Everybody you meet has some effect on who we become. every human interaction is a butterfly flapping its wings in that chaos theory we call life. Here's a list of some of those people, in the order I remember them.
Eric
Anthony
Emma
Marcus
Tom
Robert
Lindsey
Lindsey (there were two of them)
Brandon
Tony
Max
Jack
Jim
Casey
Jordan
Travis
Kelsey
Kaci
Joel
Micah
Ben
Andrea
John
Max
Shane
Toni
Pam
Jessica
Stephanie
Francie
Beckah
Henry
Cathie
Chris
Mary
Lacy
Chris
Chris
Chris
Mark
Jacie
JD
Jessie
Taylor
Daniel
Pratheba
Katie
Will
Michael
Joey
Kyle
Debbie
Jack
Terri
Sherry
Bob
Austin
Andrew
Alex
Alix
Amy
Jamie
Van
Taylor
Marcus
Randy
Arron
Destiny
Daniel
Zack
Alex
Stephen
Brittany
Those are all the names I can think of at the moment, but there are so many more people I can think of whose names escape me. Which is a shame. I wish things could be the way they used to be. I wish I was as good a friend as I used to be. I wish you were in my life more. I wish you all will have incredible lives. I wish our paths may cross again.
I believe in you.
Labels: friends, loss, memory, wish