Possible titles for this post included, but are not limited to:

I hate irony.
Memories.
I got the cool points back and the game is over.
Alone
Here we go again.

Possible subjects for this post include, but are not limited to:

My state of mind that caused me to try this whole blogging thing again.
recap of what has happened in my college career such as becoming a theatre major writing plays, being cast in "The Pillowman" and "To Kill A Mockingbird" as father and Boo Radley respectively.
Having a play that I wrote premier at the Runway Theatre's "Vignettes for Valentine's" fundraiser
Looking back at valentines day post I made three here three years ago and reminiscing about a relationship that was just beginning then and is just recently ended.
Complaining about the ending of said relationship and all of the mental issues it has put me through and left me with.

Said issues include but are not limed to:

Resurgence of paranoia and trust issues
Being so lonely it hurts
Dreaming of her and waking up angry and not wanting to face reality
Thoughts of suicide [only once]
A dramatic increase in the amount that I pray
A stronger relationship with my family
Self doubt
Really seeing her faults for the first time
Making new friends, finding old ones
Hating everybody who is currently in a happy relationship.

Possible songs with lyrics considered for ending this post include, but are not limited to:

Let It Go - From the Full Monty
Last Midnight - From Into the Woods
Guys and Dolls - From Guys and Dolls (duh)
It was Supposed to be so Easy - The Streets - A Grand Don't Come For Free
Meet Dr. Klein - Ookla the Mok - Smell No Evil
A Little More Mascara - From La Cage aux Folles  ¶ 2/15/2007 11:21:00 AM (1) comments